This is what happens when I'm out of school. I make pretty collages on polyvore.
I'm in dire need of a party. I want to get a little dressed up, I want to at least put on some crazy, sexy make-up.
My best friend and his girlfriend are throwing a party, and you think I be excited.
Wrong!! He's having a costume party, and he is just inviting kids from high school. A few I really do like will likely be attending. I feel bad because I honestly don't want to go.
I feel he's putting me in an awkward situation.
Due to that fact, he's throwing the party with his girlfriend, whom has invited some annoying and trashy girlfriends. I've known these girls since high school and they have no class. I really cannot tolerate being inside a room with them.
I also don't feel comfortable because this is the type of party I should bring a date. I don't have one. It's makes me feel sad, considering even those trashy girls all typically have boyfriends whom they are bringing.
I don't know why I'm feeling so unappealing. I'm very social person and I do get attention from guys. But none have really taken an interest in me in a romantic way. I'm not sure why. This is all so puzzling for me.
So I'm asking any one, should I go?
ps. Sorry if I'm depressing you. I've just been pondering a lot lately and I have to let some things out.